At this time in my life experience, I feel the oldest person in this world of mine.Never felt this way before and I have to say I don't look it, my whole family doesn't.As a designer my attitud had to be thinking young, young folks were my customer. I always felt life moved like chapters in a novel and the chapter I'm in now troubles me even though everyone will pass through it.I never realized other people went through this chapter, funny.My mind is progressive so usually I read plenty new ideas all the time, it helps. I paint watercolors, sew some, shop and the internet give me great global access, sometimes I visit Paris, online, London, I even visit restaurants in Europe that I have eaten in, a total blast is reading the menus. Travel is a passion, specially Asia I love, the people are very funny and fun loving hard workers. I hope to forget this "last Chapter" feeling and I do when around young people, they look forward to life, young usually is a positive mood like I have always had, I look through most occurrances and see a good goal achieved.I'm not dark ever, I believe hard.