Just Venting...

i feel like im sitting alone with empty hands. i look around and see who i thought where friends....

i feel my heart almost gone, 

is it wrong..?  i just wanting to be strong.....

i need friends that are honest, 

dont keep things from me, i cant handle the lies, 

i cant handle these secrets...

i thought i meant something to you, but... im the one last to know that im just like the rest......

not special or favored in comparison to those who took everything.... 

i thought i was something to you... i know you where something to me...

i would have done anything for you.... 

it sucks to know its not the same in return...

i go off and hid... awhile you and that b!tch lied...

why keep secrets? just say you are friends and you cant be here for me.... 

not more lies, i cant take that betrayal

until then... i will be here alone....

maybe cut up a little of myself... join in on this brutal beating....

Sitchiba Sitchiba
18-21
Feb 23, 2010