I'm sorry, everyone. But I'm planning on starting to cut again this winter, as soon as its cool enough to wear long sleeves all the time. Sorry but I'm a cutter that's just the way it's gonna be. I always have been ever since I was 7. I scratched my skin off with nails and sharp knives. Sometimes I even used my own fingernails if I couldn't find anything. I blamed it on the cat until I was 11. Then I just admitted I was doing it to myself, because they were too deep and too many for them to all be cat scratches. Now I hide it. I organize it. I will be starting soon and ending in the spring. I really am sorry I know everyone was proud that I stopped but I just can't do this anymore. I need some relief
BeautifulBianca666 BeautifulBianca666
16-17, F
2 Responses Aug 31, 2014

It's a long process. I have been a cutter since I was 11. It's very difficult to just RESOLVE to stop; just like drugs and alcohol, it's an addiction that relieves the senses and brings a sensation of relaxation. In my case, it keeps me from panicking and makes me hate myself a little less. But it's okay; just realize that you aren't a failure, but stopping things like this is a long process of baby steps. Best of luck!

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