Waiting For What?

I have had a pretty hard life, I lost both of my parents. Married to young had four children (the best thing that I did) but I feel so alone!!!!!! I had my house burn down lived in a red roof in for a year with my kids. Did drugs, found God, but again I feel alone, tired and helpless. Nothing I do is making anything better. I feel like I am waiting for something that will never come. I want to be Happy! I dont need money to make me happy, I wish I knew what I needed.

kristy1001 kristy1001
31-35, F
Feb 12, 2010