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Is there anyone out there with staying power?

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
46-50, F
26 Responses Feb 26, 2009

That is such a beautiful tribute to love. Thank you for sharing.

I have been there and know how you feel. I wanted just one man who would love my soul. I finally gave up telling God, "You know Lord, I don't know how to pick safe people. So I give up. I guess I am met to stay single..so I will be joyously single. "<br />
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There is a fate worse than being joyously single. It is being miserably married. That night I got an email from a man who had been in my grief and loss class two years before. He asked if I would like to meet him for breakfast to go over how he has been doing for the past two years.<br />
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We met for breakfast. As we ate breakfast he talked about how he had learned to enjoy doing the things his wife like to do. He enjoyed shopping in little towns with unique shops. He enjoyed traveling and day trips. I thought as he spoke that he could write a book on how to be a good husband. We stayed till lunch and went out to dinner that evening. <br />
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For weeks before Valentines day he sent me cards with long letters in them every day in the mail. I got sick and went into the hospital for three days and he stayed with me night and day. That was over eight years ago. We will be celebrating our eighth wedding anniversary this summer. <br />
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I had been stomped on, walked out on, robbed and treated very badly..... I made some serious selection errors. But God restored that which the locust had eaten away....

I don't really have a desire to. I hate most people as it is. All of them are just worthless.

I realize that and I won't push you. i just hope that some day in the future you will be able to do it.

My body won't accept that yet.

Walk into the light with me. I want you to come out and be with people.

It all depends on which world my body decides to accept.

I don't mean to state you are like everyone else sweetie because you are very unique. i worded that wrong. What I meant is that deep down I think eventually you will want to be with other people and I will be here watching when that day comes.

I am torn between two worlds right now. Being alone is the only thing i can do right now. But i very much don't think im like everyone else.

LOL TDK.<br />
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Would you like to dance Art?

Ohhhh TDK... How do you know?<br />
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Awww ty Cham lol. I know you do sweetie. You are an awesome guy.

I don't think you really like being a loner AR. I think you are like most every one else. You like being left alone but something inside wants to be part of something bigger, a family unit or a friendship. I know that is how I feel and I really do care about you. You don't scare me with your thoughts and what you share. It actually draws me to you because you have been through so much in your short lifetime and you are a survivor. You are who you are IN SPITE of your past and not BECAUSE of it. You don't realize yet that you are a beautiful creature. Some day I will be able to prove this to you.

And after all you are one of the coolest guys I know.

I say i will never leave my friends, but before i was 16 i broke every single bond or relationship i ever had. Since then only two people have really been able to get back into me, and i just recently broke the closest bond i ever had again. Most people would consider what i did almost impossible. I didn't think i could do it but i did. So i will probably always be a loner.

MMMM, I really love that song.

Thanks guys.

well now ... I would say fun is important. But life aint always fun no matter how much ya love someone - I think its about sharing values and having enuff in common to enjoy each other, and enough differences that you can teach each other new things. but what ulitimately made it work for me was sharing a common dream, hoping the same hopes living the same love. <br />
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FG I am sure you will find someone your very special, but I think mewold is right it will be there when you least expect it.

Ok I wll be waiting for my autographed copy.

And that is why we are friends darling. . . . You literally could rope just about anything I think. You made me think of this song just now. Do you know it?<br />
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You drive a baby blue Beamer<br />
I drive a pickup truck<br />
I'm a member of the good ol' boys<br />
You're a member of the Country Club<br />
You keep turnin' me down when I ask you out<br />
But I ain't givin' up<br />
I'm gonna show you darlin' a little cowboy love<br />
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Let me broaden your horizons<br />
Teach you 'bout the finer things in life<br />
Like some late night horseback ridin'<br />
Sippin' on some southern homemade wine<br />
If a little two steppin', star gazin', breathtakin', lovemakin'<br />
Is what your dreamin' of<br />
Then let me show you darlin' a little cowboy love<br />
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You need a little adventure<br />
To ignite your world<br />
I can picture you in cowboy boots<br />
I can picture you a country girl<br />
Once you give me a try then you'll know why<br />
You can't get enough<br />
So let me show you darlin' a little cowboy love<br />
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Let me broaden your horizons<br />
Teach you 'bout the finer things in life<br />
Like some late night horseback ridin'<br />
Sippin' on some southern homemade wine<br />
If a little two steppin', star gazin', breathtakin', lovemakin'<br />
Is what your dreamin' of<br />
Then let me show you darlin' a little cowboy love<br />
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Underneath the midnight moonlight<br />
Cuddled up real tight<br />
Cozied down by a fire<br />
Listenin' to some George Strait, George Jones<br />
Country love songs you'll change your mind<br />
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Well let me broaden your horizons<br />
Teach you 'bout the finer things in life<br />
Like some late night horseback ridin'<br />
Sippin' on some southern homemade wine<br />
If a little two steppin', star gazin', breathtakin', lovemakin'<br />
Is what your dreamin' of<br />
Then let me show you darlin' a little cowboy love<br />
Let me show you darlin' a little cowboy love

Thanks y'all

What everyone else said. LOL.<br />
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Keep doing what you are doing, putting your energies where you feel they are best applied, doing what you like to do and do best - stay open, stay positive.<br />
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My guess is, someone will meet you along that same road who is in a very similar place to yours, and that's when things will click.<br />
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:)

I know there is FG. Keep believing :)

Maybe, I hope there is someone for both of us Fun.

ty bb.<br />
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aww hairy butted monkey.... we are gonna have to talk nair lol.

Thanks sweetie. I meet lots of people, but not sure I would want to be alone with them. lol

Yes, sweet heart, there are. You don' give up, but stop looking also. He will show up when you least expect it. Meet people and stay active and something will click. It's just a matter of time.