Long Love Letter To Bae Yong Joon

i have asked my self many times but there is no answer .

my heart says sure Beginning in the dream and live in reality and stay in the heart 

let me tell my sad love story it is a letter to my only smile
  TO YOU BAE YONG JOON
MY NAME IS ROSEY
IF YOU DON’T MIND I NEED TO TALK TO YOU EVEN IF YOU NEVER SEE MY LETTER I NEED TO DO THIS SO PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE . they say ((((if you want something with all your heart than the entire universe will help you to get it)))
and for me all I want to be with you but I know am only dream so I want you to know how much I love and care about
you know why I care that much or love you you want to know ???
ONE DAY I catch me self smile . big happy smile and am never smile since my father died … when I see you I smile and fell happy and sad smile and cry
to my smile
you are my smile .
when I see every one in all over the world loves you so much . I fell I can not say any thing or find my words to express how I fell with all this love around you I need to see you happy and always have your smile
you give me my smile so please be happy for me do you know we have The same date of birth i think we have Contact some how …..i really happy because at the same time we Celebrate our birthday
in this day i praying for you to be happy and find your Peace in your world I’m always see you in my dreams see you smiled to me and say is every thing will be okay and you will always be with me and
You will never leave me
please god make him read this letter and make him ,safe, happy ,have smile for ever my smile they say ( some people make the world special just by begin it in it)
when i heard that i know it it was Talking about you you make world so special just by begin it in it you make me Finally happy all i can say thank you so Please don’t frown you never know who is falling in love with your smile for me be happy and safe for ever after
let me tell you a secret …my best friend ask me question she asked me …. what i can do when the only person in the whole world who make me stop crying is the person who made me cry???
do you know what i thought at this moment i think about you you make me smile and cry in this same time
how can you do this ? the moment i saw you i fell sad and happy in same time
i cry and smiled in same time
i fell My heart is burning and full of pain and also Fly from joy and happy
Can not find the answer to My feeling about you i hope one day you will read that letter
please my dear god make him happy and have smile
and please please please make him read this letter please
all i want is make him know that I really think and care about him
you now what i wish for you????
i wish you will be fine
when i see all this love around you I feel emptiness
and i know you will never know how much i care about you
but i tell my self with all love how can he know me?
and i said .no. sure he will not know any thing about me.. i try to send letter but i couldn’t
and i write to you many time in your sites i try many many times i know you not free a know you work so hard i know all this but i still sad and feel emptiness every time i write to you I pray to god to make you read my letter,,, but you still do know any thing about me i really feel sad
and now i write that letter to you and i know you will steel do not know any thing about me
i hope you will beloved for ever and be happy and have smile
i just need to say that when i think about you I feel warm i can never let you go ….in my heart
i hate you but i love you more for every smile you create in my face you create a thousand more tears but still love you
i wish to you all Happiness and every one loves you
with all my heart i said be happy .
and now let me tell you a story of love…… why love is blind? Reason is In ancient times Where it was not Humans on the Earth was Virtues and vices Roam the world together Feel very bored **** on day As a solution to the problem of bored Suggested that creativity game of hide and seek every one love the idea and crazy or madness Shouted and say I want to be the first am the one who shut my eyes and start Count 1*******2*******3** The vices and virtues went hiding Found tenderness A place for itself over the moon and the Betrayal hid in a pile of garbage and passion went and hid in the clouds and the longing went and hid under the ground and lie said loudly **i hide myself under stones and he went to Bottom of the lake to hid and The madness continues 79 **80**81 During that completed all the virtues and vices hide ..
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Except love*****As usual his decision was not and therefore did not decide where to disappear
This is one of the sudden … We know how difficult it was to hide love .. and the madness continues ***95 *** 96****97 Madness got to hundred 100 Love jumped amid a clump of flowers .. And disappeared inside Crazy open his eyes. .shouting **** The search began: “I’m coming to you …. I’m coming I’m coming to you ******** laziness was the first Exposed because it did not make any effort ti hide it self Appeared tenderness hidden in the moon and the lie get out from bottom of the lake could not breathe He pointed to the longing to return from the underground madness found all of them one by one Except love ******* Almost becomes frustrated and bass and sad in the Research of love That envy told him the love hid in the flowers Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork .. And began to stab the rose bush Frivolously ,,,,,, love to come out and Did not stop only when he heard the voice crying is heart-rending love appeared hid his eyes with his hand and blood dripping from between his fingers Shouted madness regrets oh god what did i do? What can I do to fix my mistake after you lose your sight? Love answered: it can not re-look at me … But there is still what it can Done for me … be my guides this is what happened from that day …. Love is blind … Led Madness so you know why i love my prince all that much I love oppa be happy and smile because I will be here for you for ever when you need some one came here and share my love with you i wish be happy and have smile
if you read this letter one day I wish you when you read you smile
I have faith one day you will came to find me and in this time I will wait you and still wait all my life
I believe in my heart
love begin in dreams and live in reality and stay in our heart for ever
I will be wait so can you find your way to came to me
yours
zizy      

this is my story why i love him or care about him i can't answer