I Told My Secret
Okay this is all random and might only make sense to me. Idk.
Im not quite being bullied, but im in a fight with my "best friend" so a lot of people are turning against me and calling me a ***** and making fun of me for always saying no place for hate and dont say gay or retarded and stuff like that.
Im in the equality club at my school so i take things really seriously, especially about suicide.
Everyones against me but morgan, and I lovee her to deathh! Well, not everyone, but no ones on my side you know?
I want to not be here and have met some of the people i have but i am here and i have met them so its no use.
i want to commit suicide but i love my family and life (mostly) but i think since im always giving shows and speeches about bullying and suicide i think i might just be thinking about doing it to show that bullying is real and it needs to sstop. i wish i could move but im not even gonna TRY to bring that up, cause my mom and daddys jobs are here, my sisters here, and my brothers here
My other sister, whos pregnant and 21, moved to reno where HER dad lived (same mom different dad, same with my brorher conor) when she was 16, so i was 5. (im 12 now) my dad abused her and no one did anything about it cause we were scared. but its over now but i miss her. i hate half of my life but i love the other have you know? i know some of my 7th grade friends with always be there for me, a lot of my sixh grade friends wont (im in sixth grade) and i l ove my family. idk what to do anymore.
i dont wanna be here
Im not quite being bullied, but im in a fight with my "best friend" so a lot of people are turning against me and calling me a ***** and making fun of me for always saying no place for hate and dont say gay or retarded and stuff like that.
Im in the equality club at my school so i take things really seriously, especially about suicide.
Everyones against me but morgan, and I lovee her to deathh! Well, not everyone, but no ones on my side you know?
I want to not be here and have met some of the people i have but i am here and i have met them so its no use.
i want to commit suicide but i love my family and life (mostly) but i think since im always giving shows and speeches about bullying and suicide i think i might just be thinking about doing it to show that bullying is real and it needs to sstop. i wish i could move but im not even gonna TRY to bring that up, cause my mom and daddys jobs are here, my sisters here, and my brothers here
My other sister, whos pregnant and 21, moved to reno where HER dad lived (same mom different dad, same with my brorher conor) when she was 16, so i was 5. (im 12 now) my dad abused her and no one did anything about it cause we were scared. but its over now but i miss her. i hate half of my life but i love the other have you know? i know some of my 7th grade friends with always be there for me, a lot of my sixh grade friends wont (im in sixth grade) and i l ove my family. idk what to do anymore.
i dont wanna be here
By:
NoPlaceForHate24
Age:
13-15
,
Female
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