I did it. I finally told my sister that I'm bipolar and have been suicidal. In all honesty, I only told her because I was going to be sent back to a mental hospital if I didn't come up with some other place where I would be "safe". I cracked and agreed that the Doctor could talk to my sister, that I would be staying at my sister's house for a few days, that I would check in with the Dr and my Therapist daily, that I would give my meds to my sister so she could dispense them to me one day at a time to prevent my trying to OD, and that if any of I did not adhere to any part of this agreement law enforcement was going to getting envolved.
I feel like I'm on Parole!