I told my mom I'm a transguy a while ago and it didn't go as well as I'd hoped. She was furious with me for about a week and told me that I might as well be dead if I transition. She is now in the deepest denial I have ever seen her in.
Just today we were talking about how some people at work have referred to me as "that nice young man" to my Grandma. When my mom brought it up she acted as though I had never said a word to her about being transgendered. It really irks me when she says things like "Are you afraid that you aren't as feminine as other girls?" I really want to move out so I can start my physical transition but worry I'll lose my entire family. I'm not sure what to do.