Peeing On The Carpet. When I Was Younger.

When I was younger around 12 years old.  I did do some peeing in my room for no sexual reason or anything. For a good month or two. Some nights my bladder would fill up for no reason. Sometimes it can still happen. But it happened so much during this one time. That I had to get up to go to the toilet about 4 times before I could get any real sleep. Maybe my bladder was going though some finalization during its growing because I was around puberty and such. Or I don't know why but sometimes only a tiny bit of pee would come out. It was not an infection or anything. it was just annoying. 

I used to sleep on a heating pad to help me ignore the urge to go. I did not have an accidents. but I did get so lazy from getting up that I would sometimes in the middle of the night or right before bed if I already got up a couple times. I would pee onto the carpet moving around and doing it slowly to keep the sound and overall damage done. Then I would go back to bed.  This was well after the point I would pee or wet for more sexual or stress related reasons but theses night peeing were more from being lazy. Once or twice I would purposely pee onto my shirt or towel to prevent as much as possible from soaking into the carpet. Because my room really started to smell over the month. So thats when I finally stopped doing it. And around the time the problem kind of went away. About once or twice a year I still do this I will pee into a towel on my bedroom floor or into a bottle because someone is in the upstairs washroom or because I am too tired to put my pants on and walk to the washroom.  Sometimes doing this way takes more effort. When I am fully awake and decide to **** on my carpet for the thrill of it. Its different I can clean up and make sure I don't get out of hand , and its less often as well.  Back then it was every night so I was to much over a long period of time. And I could not keep note of were I peed on the carpet so cleaning it later was hard if not impossible.

When I lived on my own I kind of got back into this. But I did not give as much of a dam. I did it during the day a lot too. I would just pee right there. Stand up from my computer pull my pants down and ****. Or not even bother with pulling my pants down. When I lived on my own I was once so naughty that I took off my pants during the midday and peed onto them soaking both them and the carpet. Basically proving to myself that it was not out of laziness. And I could of at least avoided peeing onto my pants but I purposely peed directly on them.  On a few other occasions I liked to be really naughty when living on my own or at home. Just to prove to myself that it was 100% intentional (Even though I knew it was of course I still liked to feel really naughty ) So if I knew I had to pee and was thinking about doing it in my bed or on the carpet during the day or night etc. I would walk to the washroom sometimes even the furthest washroom take down my pants sit on the toilet naked and instead of peeing I would stand back up. Put on my pants again. Walk back to my bedroom and either take down my pants again and pee naked into my bed or carpet. Or just wet my pants over the carpet or in bed. That way I can say to myself without a drought I could have used the toilet like like normal if I wanted to.  I clearly remember playing a game on the computer. Pausing it walking to the toilet sitting down on it naked and then put my jeans back on and went back to my computer chair and pee myself in front of my computer. I felt super naughty from doing it that way.