Yes, I Do.

It seems, when I'm sad I want to be sadder, so I play sad songs. And then I start to cry, but I keep sad songs playlist on, that I could cry more. I keep crying, and then I play the most dangerous songs - the ones that bring memories about my first love, break ups. I torture myself to cry for few hours and then I go to sleep. The next day my eyes don't really look like normal eyes, but I think that's my way to get rid of the pain I'm carrying with me every day.
different33 different33
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 14, 2012

I do the same thing!! It like when I'm sad that's all I wanna do is be sad. And then all I do is lay in bed with headphones an cry!!!