Sad Songs Make Me Cry

My son passed away almost 2 years ago. There are certain songs that make me feel sad about him. Once I hear one song that reminds me of him, then I intentionally listen to more. Like I need to get a good cry out. I sing out loudly to the song as long as I can until I am crying out the words, like I am singing it to him or God or something. Some of the songs that set me off are Because you Loved Me by Celine Dion, 100 years by five for fighting, Angel by sarah mclachlan, Changes by Kelly and Ozzy Osbourne, Graduation song by Vitamin C, How To Save A Life by the Fray, Hurt by Christina Aguilera, I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me, I Will Remember You by Sarah McLachlan, Lean On Me by Bill Withers, My Immortal by Evanescence. But my number one song to make me cry has a personal story behind it. Shortly after my son passed away I found at least 20 copies of the same song all over my computer that I didnt download and nobody else had either and I believe my son sent me the song. So it is our private song me and his, that he sent to me. It is Loves Me Like A Rock by Paul Simon.

putrjnky putrjnky
41-45, F
2 Responses Sep 20, 2008

sorry for your lost i cant imagine the pain u feel when my uncle died i never could listen to missing you i cant remember who sings it but to this day i hate that song it gets to me, it goes though im missing u ill find away to get through.

like the rock of ages.<br />
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i'm so sorry for your loss.