I Touch Myself
I'm an incredibly shy person and I can't believe I'm going to share all of this but here goes...
I will never forget my first time. I was 13. It was just like any other day. I went to use the restroom and when I finished using the toilet, I began to wipe clean. On this day for some reason I guess I hit a nerve that I had never hit before. Instead of shrugging it off and going about my day, I repeated the same motion again. And again. And then even more. Suddenly, I felt sensations down there I had never felt before. Sure when I was younger I had rubbed up against pillows and thoroughly enjoyed it, but I had never been able to achieve cxlimax. I began to get wet and my cxlit grew pleasurably swollen. I rubbed it faster and faster. My breathing grew ragged and I became weak in the knees. I got dizzy and I closed my eyes and bit my lip. I had never experienced something that intense in my life. My heart was racing and sweet little moans escaped my lips as I got closer and closer. Then I came. So very hard. I sat there for a bit still shaking from my oxrgasm trying to collect myself. I was amazed at what had just happened. That was 10 years ago and I've been totally hooked ever since. I want to say that I at least touch myself once a day. If I'm feeling really frisky though, It can get up to three or four. I'm pretty modest and shy but there's been a few times where I've taken risks and mxasturbated publicly. I don't do it very often at all but one memory stands out. I was about 17 years old. I was in a van filled with people and I was sitting in the very back. No one was next to me. I just got the urge to cxum and slid my hands into my pants and went to town. Cxumming around all those people while we were riding around was a tremendous turn on. I haven't done anything like that since though. These days I occasionally might do it in a room full of people when I'm sleeping over at a friends house or something. Trying to keep a straight face and keeping my moans under control so I remain undetected is very thrilling for me. It's a challenge. I also find that I cxlimax a lot faster when I mxasturbate under risky circumstances. I have several friends that think mxasturbation is wrong or gross and others just don't find it appealing. I have no clue how they can go without it. I've tried to go without it. I think the longest I went without it was maybe a week. I nearly went crazy lol. It's a great stress reliever and it's especially ideal before bed. Just deliciously relaxing. The end ;D
I will never forget my first time. I was 13. It was just like any other day. I went to use the restroom and when I finished using the toilet, I began to wipe clean. On this day for some reason I guess I hit a nerve that I had never hit before. Instead of shrugging it off and going about my day, I repeated the same motion again. And again. And then even more. Suddenly, I felt sensations down there I had never felt before. Sure when I was younger I had rubbed up against pillows and thoroughly enjoyed it, but I had never been able to achieve cxlimax. I began to get wet and my cxlit grew pleasurably swollen. I rubbed it faster and faster. My breathing grew ragged and I became weak in the knees. I got dizzy and I closed my eyes and bit my lip. I had never experienced something that intense in my life. My heart was racing and sweet little moans escaped my lips as I got closer and closer. Then I came. So very hard. I sat there for a bit still shaking from my oxrgasm trying to collect myself. I was amazed at what had just happened. That was 10 years ago and I've been totally hooked ever since. I want to say that I at least touch myself once a day. If I'm feeling really frisky though, It can get up to three or four. I'm pretty modest and shy but there's been a few times where I've taken risks and mxasturbated publicly. I don't do it very often at all but one memory stands out. I was about 17 years old. I was in a van filled with people and I was sitting in the very back. No one was next to me. I just got the urge to cxum and slid my hands into my pants and went to town. Cxumming around all those people while we were riding around was a tremendous turn on. I haven't done anything like that since though. These days I occasionally might do it in a room full of people when I'm sleeping over at a friends house or something. Trying to keep a straight face and keeping my moans under control so I remain undetected is very thrilling for me. It's a challenge. I also find that I cxlimax a lot faster when I mxasturbate under risky circumstances. I have several friends that think mxasturbation is wrong or gross and others just don't find it appealing. I have no clue how they can go without it. I've tried to go without it. I think the longest I went without it was maybe a week. I nearly went crazy lol. It's a great stress reliever and it's especially ideal before bed. Just deliciously relaxing. The end ;D