I Used To

I used to train submissives, but not any more. I have given it up.

I don't think I was very good at it, though I did have moderate success over the years. But now I have grown too old, become too self centered on what I have to do before I die.

To be a successful trainer one has to concentrate hard on the issues at hand, learn to read others, to digest small snippets of information as keys to insights that give you an idea of what your submissive needs (often she doesn't know herself). That all takes time and energy.

None of which I now have. Or, more correctly, I now only have time for myself. I have spent much of my life giving to and for others. Now it's my time. In the little time I have left I have to write, have to get all this stuff outside me. I have to concentrate on me.

It may sound selfish, but my time has come.
61-65, M
1 Response Sep 10, 2012

good for you.it's too bad the people you mentored don't want to give back.