Won't Say How Many Times

But first time for me was when I was 11 and in fostercare downed whole bottle of pills .They told me I was picking strawberries out of upholstry whole way to hospital.But I can say It is not the answer no matter how depressed you are .Talk to someone the extreme pain that puts you in that mindset is shortlived I hope and you will come out of it can't say how many more times through fostercare would try again then right smack in middle of it cry my eyes out because I didn't want to die i just wanted to care for a change.