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I Tried To Hang Myself

i grapped a rope put around my giant neck i stepped on a chair kicked the chair away
for like 2 seconds i felt really strange its hard to explain i couldn't not breath my vision was all blurry
but it felt good some how any not much later the rope broke i was so close i wish i died that day

sry for my bad writing skills i have a horrible disease called autism
emre3211 emre3211 22-25, T 4 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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I'm sorry to hear of your suffering. I've started a facebook group if you're interested. It's "From GAD to SAD." I have "recovered" from GAD myself. --Dwight in Chicago

Stay strong darling!! You're here on this earth for a reason! And even though I don't know you, I love you! Please don't end your life. Or even try to. You're so precious!

You were meant to not succeed. Thankfully you didnt'. My fiancee hung himself and I wish he didnt succeed. Be glad you have a chance to try to achieve things you always wanted or were always interested in. take care

I've done that too... i have depression and suicidal thoughts as well. You can't do that though man, you won't always feel this way! Plus you suffer from autism, i can't even imagine how hard depression must be with that as well... you're a ******* warrior! Next time you get those suicidal thoughts, ******* use that negative energy and turn it into something positive, personally i exercise! relives a lot of stress!
Also this place is to help people, it sickens me that I'm the first person reaching out to you and the 28th reader. People just don't understand how it feels. If you ever want to talk to someone message me man. I'll listen

thank you very much it helped a lot