An Extraordinary Woman

I have managed to block out all the unpleasant memory's throughout my life right up until yesterday, I had left school because I was so upset and the teachers kept asking what was wrong, I brushed it off with the excuse of a headcold, tierd, and having a bad day. I got home where I cryed and selfharmed for the remainder of the day. Than I seen a woman in my facebook feed, I had envied her for a while and I felt to hopeless to talk to anyone else so I messaged her asking how she had became perfect, she replayed that she wasn't and that I made her day and she was there if I needed to talk. I wasn't sure about it all so I waited a while. I didnt really know how to open up to her but I knew if I didn't talk to her there would be no one else. So I did, I told her everything. I told her my family issues, my self harming, my bad childhood, and the abuse that happened when I was younger. It hurt alot because all the memorys flooded back at me in a river, and actual rivers flowed from my eyes. Than this women opened up to me and I felt a trust for the first time in a long time. She told me how much she cared and it brought a warmth to my life. She made me smile in my time of grief and it felt amazing. I never quite gotten around to telling her how I had plans of killing myself before we talked, but I know I'm loved now. She taught me an important lesson and I hope she is arround for a long time! Remember, just a smile can save a life! <3