I'm ScaredAnd I really don't want to die. At least I think I don't want to die. But earlier today, I tried to stab myself. I kept begging mom to stop saying the stuff she was saying to me over the phone kept saying stop please stop I'm depressed anyway and trying very hard to hold on to life and she wouldn't stop so I picked up the knife and kept stabbing myself.
She hates me. I am the problem . I am her problem child. they all hate me. What do I do?