I Tried to Commit Suicede
After a while, no body notices, no body cares.
My only friend is now someone who looks at me with a sneer.
I have a horrible pain in my chest that just won't go away.
I have this feeling that I want to burst out crying all day everyday, but I don't know why.
If this is life, my life, I don't want any of it.
What's the point of living if your not a fault surviving.
I feel numb all over, I don't feel anything anymore.
I need a release, I just need to go. This isn't my place here.
I'm nothing to anyone anymore, I was never anything to begin with.
I'm not strong enough to fight off these dark feelings by myself.
I need a helping hand, but there is none to be seen
So today I'm done, done trying, done trying to be someone I'm not.
And with this last breath, I say farewell to no one, as I'm alone and always will be.
My only friend is now someone who looks at me with a sneer.
I have a horrible pain in my chest that just won't go away.
I have this feeling that I want to burst out crying all day everyday, but I don't know why.
If this is life, my life, I don't want any of it.
What's the point of living if your not a fault surviving.
I feel numb all over, I don't feel anything anymore.
I need a release, I just need to go. This isn't my place here.
I'm nothing to anyone anymore, I was never anything to begin with.
I'm not strong enough to fight off these dark feelings by myself.
I need a helping hand, but there is none to be seen
So today I'm done, done trying, done trying to be someone I'm not.
And with this last breath, I say farewell to no one, as I'm alone and always will be.
By:
BleedingOut
Age:
16-17
,
Female
