I've Tried...

Especially when I was a teenager.  I remember one specific time, I thought of the bathtub razor way.  But, I couldn't think of what I wanted to wear. I couldn't go naked... the idea that I couldn't decide what I wanted to wear, made me realize...it wasn't what I really wanted.

After that, they were for cries for help.  I scribbled out a bunch of different ways that I wanted to kill myself & then gave it to a friend of mine.  This was in Junior High School.  She took it to the counselor.

Long story short, the doc told me I had clinical depression and put me on prozac.

I stopped taking prozac years ago.  Now, I just deal with the depression.
meowmeowface meowmeowface
36-40, F
1 Response May 31, 2007

Are you taking anything else for your depression? I have suffered with it for many years myself and I am not taking anything for mine at the moment. Anti Depressants have always caused me to gain weight and then I end up feeling worse for the weight gain. Thats terrible I know but I hate to take anything for that reason and I have tried many and they have all caused me problems with my weight. Paxil is one of the worst I really gained a ton of weight when I took Paxil!!