I grew up in a Christian home. I accepted Jesus as my personal Savior when I was 10 years old. I walked the walk and talked the talk. Yet I always felt I was missing something. Like I wasn't good enough to "feel" Jesus the way other people talked about it. I believe in God, but always felt like he was just out of reach. I do my devotionals, go to my Bible studies, pray and volunteer. It wasn't until just recently that my life took a radical change. I never realized that I didn't trust God. I was so caught up in works that I missed out on a relationship with him. I never saw that I had issues with trust. I'm learning now, to let go, let God have control in my life.