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I don't know how to trust in God.  I want to.  I want to trust God.  But, I saw him take a very special young man away.  After that, I didn't want to trust a being that did those kinds of things.

 

FlyingNinjas FlyingNinjas
26-30, F
4 Responses Jul 20, 2009

Read the "Shack"..an excellent book about God...I had some issues in February...and had to slow down and study myself.....I did this through prayer and asking for insight into myself....I read and re-read the Book of James....and wow...I am facing those same issues right this minute, yet I have a level of peace that NOTHING could give me before..I trust and thank God for this....I was on Lexapro for 2 months and some "sleep aids"...haven't done any of them in 2 months plus...but the peace and tranquility is here...I hope you find it...it's there...Bless you...

Read the "Shack"..an excellent book about God...I had some issues in February...and had to slow down and study myself.....I did this through prayer and asking for insight into myself....I read and re-read the Book of James....and wow...I am facing those same issues right this minute, yet I have a level of peace that NOTHING could give me before..I trust and thank God for this....I was on Lexapro for 2 months and some "sleep aids"...haven't done any of them in 2 months plus...but the peace and tranquility is here...I hope you find it...it's there...Bless you...

I don't know what happened to you that you feel the need to respond in this toxic way. I hope that you find some sort of peace and that this cynicism in your life is lifted.

Were you blessed in any way, after all of this happened? Think about it very seriously.<br />
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My heart goes out to you.