I Am Trying

i am trying to be a good person . i don't feel like a good person . i no longer go to church or help out with scouts . i just go to work , study food safety and sleep . i don't feel like i am making a difference in anyone or anythings life. i sometimes feel like a monster because sometimes i can't use my hands or parts of my body won't work.  i used to be a gunho person for helping and i don't feel like a good person.

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Mar 10, 2010