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Where Is The Line Now?

i am so far gone now. sometimes i beleive my dreams are real and what is real is a dream. here is a way i try to distinguish the two: life sucks. dreams are happy. when ever i am happy i try to distingish those as dreams, and when i am not it is a reality. EP is the only real thing that makes me happy now. life sucks and it always will. no matter how i try to change it, this is as good as it gets.

in pink's words:

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

childcalledit childcalledit 22-25, T 2 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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You sound like such a sweet and honest person , a child I would love to get to know, and help if I could. I want you to do something for me, stop listening to that song, and you probably listen to it several times a day, am I right ?Lol, don't embrace negative feeling honey, they only help to create negative actions to go with them. God is your creater in case you didn't know, (smile) and I haven't read anywhere in His word where He created anything, and not given it a name. So you have an identity male/ or female, you just choose not to use it, someone also took the time at your birth to give you a name too, You are fearfully, and wonderfully made, and their are those right around you that love you dearly, you just stop paying attention to them. So stop being so negative, and start seeing yourself as God , and the other who love you see you, your BEAUTIFUL :-)

you see when you lose touch with reality you lose touch with yourself and what makes you uniquely you and dude trust me life does suck but life is only as good as you allow it to be im surrounded by more bs than you can imagine but somehow i am happy i used to be in so much pain but im not anymore because i woke up one day and said im done im done with all of the pain and the sadness nd w/e else first step to making your life happy find out who you are and what makes you happy everything else will just fall into place for me it was sitting under a tree and writing or talking to my girlfriend