Slipping.

I use to cut in high school here and there...when things got to be unbearable...... I didn't do it everyday or anything like that....  but it helped when nothing else would.....I haven't really done it for years ....

Lately though ....as things have been bad...nothing going right..I have been thinking of it.wanting it.needing it...

but then I think ...this isn't like it was in high school and I'm a mom now....

It's my struggle.
jessabellcool jessabellcool
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 13, 2007

Thank you to all of you....you are amazing.<br />
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I don't think I could..I mean I may want to ....but logically I know it wont fix anything...it will feel good in the moment and then create more issues....<br />
I am searching for a more permanent solution in my life..<br />
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and I know it is not just me anymore..it's him too ....and he has to come first .....and I need to find a better outlet for my feelings than cutting...<br />
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thanks again for your support ....it means alot to me..

awww sweetie please don't!!!!! i know you won't, you've got a good head on your shoulders!! vent on me instead.....

your right you are a mom and that has got to be the main focus, a Godsend to keep you on the right course, you know your child trusts that you will always be there for him or her. grasp on to the knowkledge that the bond between mother and child can not be broken and cling to that in dark times.