My Crumbling Fortress

 

I have caught myself lately trying to avoid love because of my intense fear of rejection and pain.  I continually build walls and you tear them down as quickly as I build them.  How can I build my fortress of solitude when you continually crumble its walls?

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
46-50, F
15 Responses Mar 16, 2010

Dorothy... what a CHARMER!!!<br />
and her doggy TOTO so adorable too!!!<br />
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You remembered...

Oh my

Naughty!!<br />
Why THANK YOU!<br />
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Your THOUGHTFULNESS is always ENCOURAGIN!<br />
;)

You are being naughty again.

I read YOUR post... well among many of those stories of yours miss...<br />
the one where YOU ADMIT to the OBSSESSION of ":), :D, ... " and what were the other ones? <br />
<br />
Hmmm?<br />
<br />
Another SMILE from You... and I just imagine that CUTE faced YOU... smiling... over there!!!<br />
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Cute... VERY CUTE You!!!<br />
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Oh and I see you "Long-For-Something-But-Dont-Know-What-It-Is"...<br />
I do KNOW... uh huh that's right... I KNOW!!! lol, :D

:)

Of course THE 2 FINE PEOPLE are LESBIANS... and THOUGH Lesbians <br />
are GENERALLY very GIVING IN NATURE... and allow many of HER stories<br />
to have the applications for either GAY MEN and or OPPOSITE GENDER loves...<br />
<br />
EITHER THIS TIME... distinctly 2 WOMEN... that are LESBIAN... <br />
and this SILHOUETTE fashions into NON DISTINGUISHED genders... <br />
so that ALL ARE INCLUSIVE... Who LOVE that is...<br />
<br />
or... throughout LEAVE the DISTINCTION completely OUT OF THE THEME<br />
so that once again ... ALL ARE INCLUSIVE... Who LOVE that is...<br />
<br />
!!!<br />
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It is just that EVERYONE should be past FED UP with LESBIANS taking such "BACK SEAT" to all others... for it is A BIGOTRY against THEIR LIVES THEIR HEALTH AND THEIR RIGHT TO =!!!<br />
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Just facts of Life.<br />
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I think ... I go with... Lesbians!<br />
And THE COMING fr<x>ame of SILHOUETTES of NON DISTINCT form to include ALL Who LOVE!!!<br />
<br />
I AM CERTAIN PRODUCERS:<br />
Meryl STREEP<br />
Robert REDFORD<br />
Nicole KIDMAN<br />
Demi MOORE<br />
Ashton KUTCHER<br />
DREW BARRYMOORE<br />
OPRAH WINFRY<br />
among MILLIONS MORE... WANT TO MAKE THIS MOVIE FOR ME!!!<br />
<br />
I will let YOU KNOW... when I have chosen MY PRODUCER(s)!!!<br />
<br />
Not kidding around... !!!<br />
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:)

:)

SOUNDS like a LOVE STORY... <br />
___Can I DIRECT?<br />
<br />
AND maybe help with the SCREEN PLAY??? *raises eyebrows*<br />
:)<br />
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I see the WALLS being VANISHED with a MUSICAL SPLASH of COLOR<br />
and THE 2 PEOPLE... silhouttes... FROM A DISTANT camera ANGLE... become the SUN!!!<br />
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:D

LOL hehe! yes, I have been ummmm preoccupied lol.

Long time , no see!!!!! LOL!!!!! (if you don't count the plethora of postings listed in my circle activity!!! LOL)

hey lady!

Very insightful, VOS!!

I have always needed them in the past and I am not sure how I feel without them.

I do the same thing, except no one has crumbled down my walls yet. I'm kinda wishing someone did. You know, maybe you don't need those walls. Maybe I don't need them either.