I try to remain positive but it takes a lot of work.
I have to remember that the voids in my life are in order to inspire a longing that will motivate me forward in my journey. The fuel as it were; or inspiration.
I have to embrace the anti-climax I feel within my life after the onslaught of big events or projects worked on, is actually allowing me to know that those are merely personal goals that are stepping stones to a larger overall goal.
I have to know that human nature is such that the golden rule has to apply in the majority of cases; and in order for that to be sustained, regardless of what is done to me, I must respond positively to sustain positive karma. Even if it is not responded to positively, the balance of the universe is such that even the flapping of a butterfly's wings can create a hurricane.
I have to depart from all sense of victimhood and embrace that everything happens for a reason and what is for me will not pass me.