Sometimes I get really depressed with the way the world is turning out. I cry a lot and ask God to help everyone. I hear one little thing on the news and I am depressed for a while. For example, a little boy of 2 years was thrown off a bridge in Hawaii and I just put my head down and cried. I dont understand. I really need to find the positive side of life. THe only thing that I can think of is that my children are healthy and happy... we are doing okay.. But for how long? And should I feel guilty because we are okay and there are so many that are not? Drives me crazy.