Tomorrow....will It Ever Come?

I don't think about tomorrow at all,tomorrow scares me to death. I feel so thankful when I am able to go through my today without being sad or depressed,that's kind of an achievement for me.

I know I sound weak enough to give you an eeeewwww feeling,but that's the way I have been living for the past few months,and it does wonder for me. I feel peace if not happyness.

Even peace of mind seemed like a distant emotion at one point of time,but now I have it,although it took me sime time to come to this state of mind called "one day at a time" but it was worth trying.

I just want to complete each day as it comes and someday I hope, when I am strong enough I will think about tomorrow......... but not now.

Aliva Aliva
36-40, F
2 Responses Feb 28, 2010

Thank you...yes,it works for me. And I hope that it stays this way....I mean it doesn't stop working,as there is nothing else I could do then....oh,may be I will try to live for each hour

i think that's a great philosophy! thinking about tomorrow can scare the heck out of me too. i really try to just live in the moment and enjoy each day. even if it isn't a great day, i try to find one little thing to be grateful for. i think that focusing on the present as much as possible really is the best way to be. i'm glad this works well for you! :)