This Will Be The Year.I am very overweight. I dont really know how I let it get this bad. I was gonna live with it till I got the fat D word. Now I'm in school and my schedule is very hectic but in 6 days school will be over and I will have more free time since I cut back at work and it has become more of a necessitiy rather than a desire. I have some ideas on how I will go about this. Mostly I think I will try excersise and a1,300 calorie diet. I dont know how or what measl to prepare but I wil research it and see what happens after 2 weeks. I wanted to joing WW but I dont have the money. I dont even know if I have the will power. I just really like eating even when I am full. I havent been fat my whole life but its been 7 years now I want to make a change. I will keep udating this. Even though I will not start the diet for another week I do plan to cut back on calories and stop drinking soft drinks and no more fast food, although I do like my own cooking as well. Even now I have overeaten and feel like I have to puke, but wont. I hate doing this to myself. Im not so concerned with how I look. I think I needed the time to be fat. I was too much of a hoe when I was in shape anyway and now I dont like guys that much so hopefully I will save trips to the gyno for that drink. If anyone else joins can you tell me how to send pic on here I want to update my journey. Maybe it will help someone maybe not but I think it would be good. I like this place better than twitter. I think that I will delet twitter (maybe) Im more comf here that twitter or fb. Wish me luck, trust me I will need it.
EmpressLya 26-30, F 6 Responses 0 May 8, 2012