What If?

What if you didn't mean to like someone at all? I guess that kind of happened to me today. My mom took me out to the mall with my step dad to meet an old friend of his from the army. Aparently they hadn't seen each other in years. And it was nothing. I met the guy, shook his hand, said hi. That was it. I didn't talk to the guy much throughout the day. I mostly hung out with his wife and kid and nothing more.
Well later I was thinking to myself in the car on the way home. I have social phobia and I'm usually not to good with people. But if it's only one or two people I'm okay. I thought "That wasn't so bad." Then it slapped me in the face! Just out of no where my gut warmed up and I got goosebumps all up and down my arms. I started to blush for no reason and my heart didn't one of those ridiculous thu-ump!, that almost never happens. For some reason I felt like I was in love with a 35+ guy who said less then two words to me!
I tried to convice myself that it was only because he was being friendly (and most guys avoid me at all costs) but I still feel like I love him. Is that weird?
hurts2much hurts2much
18-21, F
Aug 10, 2010