Unhappily Married For 7 Years

Where do I begin, I was 29 just panicked thought I was really old my father had just passed away so was confused and depressed on many levels. I was talking to a stranger who called me as a wrong number and he seemed nice. We spoke for months we met up, I knew when I met him he was not my type at all, just wanted to b friends and nothing more. But he pursued me with a lot of garbage of how life would be and about him really. I took the plunge all confused and depressed. Now it's been 7 years I look back and wonder how I got here, everyday just been miserable I have a child who is 6 years and she has been the only reason why we have been together cos I wanted her to have both mum and dad etc but everyday I keep asking how did I end up like this
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1 Response Dec 15, 2012

I so understand you .. I'm so depressed I sometimes wonder why am I even alive ...