I Unhappy In My Marriage
I got married almost 3 years ago .. I think I could count with just one hand how many times I have felt happy . I grew up in a household where I have seen what being poor meant where being happy meant and where being sad meant . For that same reason when I got married I promised myself I will try everyday to practice what I learned .. Making things better no matter what . I'm the kind of person who loves to be romantic loves to hug . Then again when your in love who wouldn't like to do those things . My husband doesn't belive in loving the same way I do . It's been 3 years of me trying and trying .. I'm now convince he won't ever change and now that I know that my heart stopped wanting and trying . I'm different bc of him I'm sad and unhappy . I wish I wasn't even alive .. That's how unhappy he makes me