I Need Help And I Am Really Scared

I am 18 will be 19 in less than two days. I lost my mom in June from suicide and I think I might be pregnant while having the implanon. I know that There is fake pregnancy symptoms with it but I know my body and something isn't right. I took a test and it said negative but i also know that it can give false answers. I just took it like three hours ago but i am scared and don't know whether or not to go to the hospital to get the test. I don't want the implanon to hurt the baby and don't want to chance it. Someone please help me.
lexxilynn lexxilynn
18-21, F
4 Responses Jan 22, 2013

Thanks for the Support from you two and for those of you who took the time to read this. I went to the hospital last night and I'm not pregnant. I have a Kidney Infection. But Something the Doctor said last night made me think. Do doctors keep up with Testing Birth Controls because I know that It is possible to get Pregnant on this Implanon thing. And half the Doctors there hadn't even heard of it. He came in and said your not going to be Pregnant with the insert. I am starting to think They didn't even test my urine for it. But ran other tests.

Why would it make you look like an idiot? If anything it would make you look smarter because you're being responsible and taking a potentially life-altering situation into your own hands! Definitely go to the doctor, I would say. I'm really sorry about your mum. I can't imagine how hard life can be without her. You're being very strong by reaching out to people and not going through it alone. She would be proud.

I just feel like if I go and I'm not its going to make me look like an idiot

I just feel really alone and lost without my mom.