New Here, Hi And Help


I have been smoking cannabis for 19yrs on and off, for the last 4 yrs only very good weed will do it. It’s been a daily thing.

 I have Borderline personality disorder, anxiety, ocd, severe depression. The only thng that helps me, and it does, is marijuana.

 I have to stop smoking it, today I went all day until the evening. Tomorrow I am to stop completely. It’s a very scary thought , I feeling like crying,

 it holds back all my impulsivity , I don’t feel the need for more harmful things like alcohol. I don’t feel the need to selfharm, I feel less down. Thanks for listening xxx

 
alena1306 alena1306
36-40, F
May 17, 2012