Deluded

I used to be, not even sure why to be honest I guess I just thought I had to change and to become a better person become a christian....what a pile of bullshit lol I'm not denying there's no God cus how the hell would I know? But one thing I do know...when you "go to heaven and see all your loved ones" welll I'm pretty sure everyone I know who I give a crap about is going to hell! So I'll see them there! 

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5 Responses Feb 17, 2009

I was raised Catholic (shudders) what a load of cow dung!! All that guilt and the don't ask questions just believe ad kiss the priest's hand because he's God-like...I'm a good person, or try to be, my God doesn't have a wallet, my God will judge me and forgive my sins when the time comes, I'm through with other religious people judging me and telling ME what God is thinking, what God will do to me if I don't behave as they do.

Actually you seem very bright to me - not a moron at all :) BTW, you're an entertaining writer...

Oh wow, it sounds like I offended you and I didn't mean to. I am very sorry - I was speaking in generalities. <br />
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The reason I asked is because 45% of people who say they are Christian have no idea what it actually means. <br />
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I totally get what you are saying and agree with you on a lot of it - I guess I think that if people who say they are "Christians" really lived like they were supposed to people wouldn't feel the way you do -<br />
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I do believe and I will be the first to tell that I am far from perfect and that I will mess up, make mistakes and sometimes let people down - But I am real and genuine. <br />
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I have friends from all walks of life and I know that it's not up to me to judge anyone - that's not my job - if you ask my opinion I will give it openly and honestly but I will not try to force feed it to you because that choice is between you and God. <br />
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I am very sorry this has happened to you and it really bites because that's how most of "religion" is - posturing for position and attention... but I am talking about relationship which is something completely different. <br />
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My best to you. :)

You know what I love best about this world - is that EVERYONE generalizes and files everyone else into the catagories that they think they belong in. <br />
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We all do it - like it or not - we all prejudge, draw our conclusions and call it done. <br />
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I have been to a bad hair stylist before but that doesn't mean I am going to stop getting hair cuts.<br />
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I have been to a bad doctor before but that doesn't mean I don't go to a doctor when I am sick and need one. <br />
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Just out of curiosity - what is your definition of a Christian?

Sounds like you both have been to the wrong churches....But as my Dad always said....The church was made for man....And he would attend the biggest church that God had ever made....He loved to play with is sand rails in the desert each and every Week end...He said that God had made the sky...and the sand...So he figured that to worship that what God had made....In a place that God had made...Was better than being inside some silly old church......