Sadness

I have not cut myself in a very long time and i never thought i would do it again until this past saturday.  I was very close and if it wasn't for that fact that i got so drunk i think i would have.  My ex-boyfriend came by to get the rest of his stuff.  While he was there he was telling me about his new girl and seemed so happy.  It killed me seeing him so happy while i feel like i am dying inside.  I haven't felt this bad in years its so over whelming right now and it just seems like i will never feel better again.
clancyfan clancyfan
22-25, F
1 Response Oct 31, 2006

i used to cut myself I don't do it anymore, i was put on antidepressants. talk to someone it might help you work your stuff out