I Used to Cut Myself

I didn't do it for attention. I did it to feel something other than saddness. I did it to feel pain, pain makes me forget. Forget what just happened and forget what might happen. My parents tried to make me stop, but they couldn't. The only person that could make me stop was myself. Sometimes i regretted what just happened and I had to forget it so I just used one of my dads razor blades from his garage. One thing i will never forget is the thought of ever doing that. Will I ever do it again? Possibly, but not to day or tomorrow. Hopefully not in the future either.
bloodyrose bloodyrose
18-21, F
Apr 7, 2007