I Have Been Pretty Depressed A...

I have been pretty depressed at times.  Sometimes for no good reason, sometimes for good ones.  I don't enjoy causing myself pain, but I have wanted to not extist anymore; I have tried to kill myself a couple of times.  Twice with pills and once strangling myself with a seatbelt.  Wow that's candid and morbid.  I'm so glad I didn't succeed!  I hope I never feel that way again.
Indiah Indiah
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 4, 2007

Sometimes I feel the same way, too. Right now I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that my dad just passed away. The thing that we have to remember is that trying to kill ourselves isn't going to help anyone or anything, because there is always at least one person that would be upset if we succeeded.

Hope you are feeling better now!