Emphasis On the "Used To"

It seems like another life! I can't imagine hurting myself like I did when I was in my early teens.  Once I was cutting so bad and crying...and then I just stopped.  I felt a strange sensation, like there was some hope for my future, but I couldn't explain it.  It's like my future-self was wrapping my arms around me and telling me that not only was I going to be okay, but that life was going to bring an unimaginable amount of happiness...It's not really so strange.  I sometimes think about myself then and remember to send a little love to the girl I once was.
JackieZoid JackieZoid
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 15, 2007

Your story is very moving, thank you for shairing it.