Hello... It's Me Again

I'm trying again to remember why it is i quit cutting.  My streak isnt so hot today-  there have been points and times when its been YEARS  since the last time i cut... but right now.. im looking at December as the last time.  And that's just not enough distance to keep moving on blind faith.   I have as many coping skills as i need to get through this.

But i have to want to.

I have to remember that my irrational self thinks it will make me feel better.  but i know that it will only make me feel worse in the long run.

There are people to see and thats a motivation for a while... but that motivation runs out..

Anyway i don't have a lot to say... i just needed to make a note.

thanks for the supportt.

Shierke Shierke
26-30, F
4 Responses Feb 7, 2010

really thats all i ever ask for- one day

That's enough. One time at a time

not this time anyways.

You have my support. I hope you didn't do it