Is It Weird?

I kind of treat cutting like an addiction. Sometimes I feel like I'm a recovering addict. I know that some recovered addicts want to use whatever their drug was in moments of extreme stress. I understand that especially when I have a fight with my stepfather. Whenever I have a really bad fight and start crying because of how bad it felt, I want to cut myself in those moments the most. I haven't done it for a long time but I recently had a fight with my stepfather in which he decided I need to be thrown out because he technically owns the house. And right now I just really want to grab a pair of scissors (was my blade of choice) and I wanna just go at it. I won't because I know its wrong. Does it sound weird to you?