I was raised to believe my sexuality was wrong and dirty,and that expressing it would lower my worth as a person,it gave me a very messed up perception of my body and sexuality.I would feel extremely guilty,fearful,and shameful anytime I had sexual thoughts or felt horny or actually ***********,I would punish myself for my horrid offense by cutting myself.Then I started getting sexual pleasure from it,which made me do it more often.I couple years ago I stopped,I don't why though.

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2 Responses Mar 24, 2009

Dont be ignorant and dont allow that guilty feeling spoil your life.

Read my friend....READ! that is what keeps us from being ignorant! The very best to you.