Self Harming Myself

I used to look at myself and hate my body. I would look down and see fat on some of my body parts that I didn't want there. Everyone bullied me in school. One day, I remembered being so sad and down and I got on my facebook. I saw hate mail. All over the place. I couldn't take it. I found my mom's boxcutter and sliced my wrists. I still have faded scars on my arms. I still think about slicing my arms again. But I figured out I couldn't be like this. I was starving myself.. and cutting. I would cry my eyes out every night. And my eyes were so tired and I never felt right. If you hurt yourself, I do have a message box. I will help you. I have probably gone through everything you have. I am here for you.
Ihatemylife122 Ihatemylife122
18-21, F
1 Response May 7, 2012

I understand what you're going through. I started cutting myself because I was disgusted by my own body. I have been cutting on and off for about a year because it has become an addiction for me. But there is always hope!