And Now I Want To Again... But I Can't. I Can't...

I see this, and the sight of it just makes me want it again. There's just too much stress right now. The love of my life is debatably bipolar and keeps pushing me away. He came over a couple weeks ago, not talking hardly at all. He acted so out of character, but wouldn't admit that anything was wrong. It hurts so bad to be pushed away like this. I love him so, but I can't stand it. It's making me want to so bad, but if I do he would be so mad with me. It's been almost 6 months now. I can't give in, but it's so ******* tempting.
gothempathy gothempathy
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 16, 2012

I gave in. Why am I so stupid?! I'm sorry, but I don't have anyone to talk to in real life right now. I'm so ******* stupid. Can anyone, just talk to me? I know you can't really help, but having someone acknowledge me and confirm what I'm feeling would mean so much right now. What's wrong with me?

You can talk to me..