Was The Only Way To Breath.
I was drowning in my emotions and pain for years. Eventually I discovered poetry. A life saver in its own. I would write up to like 3 poems a day. I found a great poetry community online and it truly became my world. I opened up to some people for the first time in my life. Expressing what I was actually feeling, no more hiding and letting my mask fall away. It was freeing. I wish I could go back to those times. Now I freeze off my emotions hide again behind the mask. I have tried to get back into writing to free myself but I just can't......maybe someday I hope.