I Don't Talk That Much Either

I'M USUALLY QUIET. I FEEL UNEASY AROUND PEOPLE GENERALLY. SURE, I COMMUNICATE FINE WITH FOLKS ONLINE BUT WHEN IT'S UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL I DON'T DO SO WELL. I HAVE SERIOUS TRUST ISSUES WITH PEOPLE. I DON'T TRUST THEM AT ALL... IT MAKES IT KINDA HARD FOR ME TO SPEND AN INKLING OF MY TIME ON SOMEONE THAT'S INSINCERE, OR FAKE AS HELL TO PUT IT PLAINLY. I AM SURROUNDED BY FOLKS THAT SPEAK TO ME AND DON'T EVEN WAIT TIL MY BACK IS TURNED TO BEGIN TO TALK. I KNOW NOW THAT BEING AN INTROVERT WAS A BLESSING... IT KEEPS ME FROM MAKING MORE FAKE FRIENDS AND WASTING ANY MORE OF MY VALUABLE TIME.