Ive Been Paranoid For As Long As I Can Remember

 ive had the worst episodes from paranoia  typically its about my health .....  when i was pregnant with my daughter i thought i got spinal meningitis from sitting OUTSIDE talking to a girl who had had it .. the next day  i missed work and went to the hospital and spent eight hours there  for nothing ..... 

 before that when i was twenty  right after my sister went into shock in front of me  i started having panic attacks my boyfriend at the time took me to see Stigmata ..  i couldnt take a  bath for months because i was afriad that  i would get nails through my wrists ...  i laugh about it now  because it was sooo irrational ...  i had to take quick showers it was soo pathetic ...

starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
26-30, F
2 Responses Feb 24, 2007

You need to believe that people are different and not everything happened to others will happen to you! Good luck!

wow lady wow!