I Usually Get Paranoid About the Stupidest Things
I Hate That I Am Paranoid About Everything, I Have So Many Phobias I Sometimes Think Im Going Insane!!!!!!!
By:
madimo13
Written on August 7th, 2012
i have a lot of phobias.........................
1. fear of water, i HATE BOATS, i can kinda swim but i dont trust myself in deep water. i hate anything that is deep like lakes pools ocean,etc. i was tramatized when i was little, me and my cousin where sitting on the edge of her pool(i couldnt swim). her brother pushes us both in. i go into the deep end and start drowning. even better, no one helps me. luckilly my cousin friend was in the water so i could grabb onto her face for dear life! when im in a boat i have these visions play back in my head of the boat flipping over and the weight of the boat drowning me.
2. SPIDERS!!!!! i am terrified of spiders, no matter the size. i used to bend over me tub and wash my hair, and i always vision spiders crawling all over me from the drain. i also will open my eyes even if sop is in them, while im in the shower, because i vision a spider being next to my foot, and for some stupid reason i believe it and open my eyes to look, i do it every time. if a spider is in my room and i know about it but i just cant find it, i will not sleep for days untiul i find it and make sure its dead.
3. im scared of heights!!!! i hate bridges, the ones that go over water espesially, and the ones that you drive on scare me because i invision bad things happening. and one time there was a van that clipped an 18 weeler, and the van fliped over on it head. there was a dad and a newborn baby in the car. the dad had a head injury and so he was wondering in the middle of the high way. people just stood there and watched everything and didnt help the baby or the dad. my mom finally got out of the car and started yelling at everyone the get blankets, control the dad, and call 911, and they did. the baby was upside down in its carseat dangleing in a blasnket filled with glass my mom grabbed the baby and made it stop crying. paranmedics came and help the dad and took the baby. the baby and the dad where fine, but me and my mom where a little shaken up.
im also scared of sharp things going near my eye or throat, thats why i will refuse to go to the dentist! i have perfect teeth, no cavities, so i dont need to. im scared that a dentist will drop some sharp tool down my throat while working on my teeth.
please comment................AM I SYCO?????????
1. fear of water, i HATE BOATS, i can kinda swim but i dont trust myself in deep water. i hate anything that is deep like lakes pools ocean,etc. i was tramatized when i was little, me and my cousin where sitting on the edge of her pool(i couldnt swim). her brother pushes us both in. i go into the deep end and start drowning. even better, no one helps me. luckilly my cousin friend was in the water so i could grabb onto her face for dear life! when im in a boat i have these visions play back in my head of the boat flipping over and the weight of the boat drowning me.
2. SPIDERS!!!!! i am terrified of spiders, no matter the size. i used to bend over me tub and wash my hair, and i always vision spiders crawling all over me from the drain. i also will open my eyes even if sop is in them, while im in the shower, because i vision a spider being next to my foot, and for some stupid reason i believe it and open my eyes to look, i do it every time. if a spider is in my room and i know about it but i just cant find it, i will not sleep for days untiul i find it and make sure its dead.
3. im scared of heights!!!! i hate bridges, the ones that go over water espesially, and the ones that you drive on scare me because i invision bad things happening. and one time there was a van that clipped an 18 weeler, and the van fliped over on it head. there was a dad and a newborn baby in the car. the dad had a head injury and so he was wondering in the middle of the high way. people just stood there and watched everything and didnt help the baby or the dad. my mom finally got out of the car and started yelling at everyone the get blankets, control the dad, and call 911, and they did. the baby was upside down in its carseat dangleing in a blasnket filled with glass my mom grabbed the baby and made it stop crying. paranmedics came and help the dad and took the baby. the baby and the dad where fine, but me and my mom where a little shaken up.
im also scared of sharp things going near my eye or throat, thats why i will refuse to go to the dentist! i have perfect teeth, no cavities, so i dont need to. im scared that a dentist will drop some sharp tool down my throat while working on my teeth.
please comment................AM I SYCO?????????
By:
madimo13
Age:
18-21
,
Female
