It's Not Parinoia
The people who know me think I get parinoid about stupid things, but is it parinoid if you have had a horrible life and been around horrible people. I'm trying to live my life different but I still have a lot of fear. I put up with too much bullshit from people and don't trust my gut. I know I have self esteem issues and it's hard being so lonely "waiting" for a decent person to come along.